dream lover

he comes to me in my sleep every now and then.. it feels so real, i hate that it's only a dream..

the last time, he wouldn't let me open my eyes..
i tried so hard to open my eyes so that i could look at him, but i wasn't able to..
he laid behind me, his cheek on my cheek.. his breath so warm on my neck, that it left chills on my skin..

my heart was beating so fast, i almost couldn't breathe and i couldn't move..

my body trembling so hard at the feel of his body behind me..
he pulled the covers down and lightly caressed my arm, his lips gently on my neck and down my shoulder, while he pressed himself against me..
i could feel his hardness at my back.. and i was getting so excited myself,
i even tried to tell him that i wanted him to take me right there and right now, but no sound came from my mouth..

he didn't say anything to me..
my heart seemed to beat faster and my breathing became hyperventilations that i was feeling so dizzy..

and then he disappeared.. and i woke up, with the covers off of me and i was too excited to calm down until after dawn..

i keep looking for him and pray to my dreams to let me be with him again..
i know that he is a vampire, the lover i've been always dreaming about,
the one who makes me feel..

if i wish with all my might, he could return..